Dancing …
December 31, 2011
double egg and seventeen hospital joint dance party. . Due to various man-made or non-human factors, pulled me to dance when child care. I can not dance, but in the assault before being trained dance the waltz, but the time to jump, has depleted the forgotten. . Thus, the change Tuzi Wu. . = = Little stage, probably because of cold reason, many people do not come, but those who come, all spirits high, and the cold wind, everyone seems to be sufficient to warm each other warm. Opening is Tuzi Wu. . left left, right right, go, turn around, go go go .. simple steps could not be simpler, but jumped up, really tired. However, the people around us quickly into the nursery into a dance floor, it would be to us in the cold waiting for the right of return of more than an hour. . I should not like the excitement of the people. I remember in the community cultural festivals, when I was ten o lock at night when it is fast to the active site, then staff is beginning to dismantle the shed. I sat quietly away, to see come to an end. After that time, Yao Yao know, ran out to find me. . Later, like drinking, right? Do not remember. Oh, actually I was not sad, I may just do not believe that a beautiful story, do not come to an end. Dance through Tuzi Wu, I stay away from the crowd and the stage, went far enough to see the show, but the audience sat on the floor a few places. Cold, cold hands, body trembling, but I do not want to go back. Most of the students around the edge of the stage, watching the people lead dancer on stage, they should be simply this evening as a variety show of it. But. . I sat in front of a couple, I recognized them on stage before the dance which lead pair. They are also away from the crowd, along with the music on stage, dancing. Changing the style of music, their dances are changing, sometimes gentle waltz, just sometimes hot, sometimes. . I also recognize that the amount of what a dance. . They jump very selfless, very committed, the flow of music, it seems that only two people and set them. They are really enjoying this party. I believe that moment, they eyeful over the world, the only other party, right? At this moment, they certainly did not think, I do have a behind the audience, quietly watching their romance. I could not help but think that if these two individuals would not be in the dance class know it? Otherwise how could such a hit it off? But how to know does not matter, if they can life so tightly holding each other hands, staring at each other eyes, so jump, happiness, but so be it. Watching them, my heart became very quiet, very soft, as if the air is stagnant in general, forget the breathing, but very comfortable. Strange, my people, watching other people happiness, that he was also very happy. . Very calm. A contradiction. Sometimes you e used to one thing, knowing that have to change, but just do not want to change. As you have been accustomed to hard, people used to reject the good, all things down a habit of a person, knowing that one day, your life will be more than one person, to accompany the rest of the way you go, but you are, could not bring myself to accept that this is actually not far from early things. Stupid like a child, do not want to grow up, or the like and the man child in the street shouting, or patting their shoulders like sarcastic irony, or the like so that the girls relied on them, around them misbehave. . They never get angry, because this world, there is a feeling, not Nannvzhiqing, it makes you feel happy. However, those people will stay away from the end of it, once each with the other half, men and women, will no longer be as better as before the. After all, we all grown up and can not be like before wayward mess. I often tell people: I am a man child. Sometimes I really wish I was a man child, because I like to make friends and boys, pay attention to loyalty, sloppy, not playing eye. More importantly, if I was a boy, then, do not lose them for the day to worry about. I am a person of gender awareness is relatively weak, previously always good for a person regardless of his man before woman, but also because of this, perhaps people misunderstand. Mom always said, as you grow up, to slowly learn to deal more complex than the relationship of friendship, but I always learn. I am also a very dull person, like a long time actually feel themselves. But may not feel, but I deliberately suppress yourself. Suppress their own. I always love to do such things. I have never not like kids my age that some lively. Some people say that I am preoccupied I even told my mom, puppy love, and some people just think I aloof cold, and arrogant, but it does not matter, do not know, do not bother to explain to them, I have two that I will not die . But it seems some have changed, sometimes followed by sisters gossip about, what animal in nature, and sometimes sell a Meng, put on a lovely … the old me is dead and will not do such things, do not know how, seemed to force yourself to like girls, will not be very contrived? Do not understand, go with the flow better.